Everything = Process
I decided to abandon the idea of consistency and create a separate area of the website to think about Sharing and Being Vulnerable. I have a lot of thoughts and angst about Art and Process that I think are too boring to corner my friends with but also too interesting to only write in my journal. You can use your free will to read what I write in this part, you know, if you want. I felt comfortable enough posting my crafts and my video game progress on a website. I have a couple of art pieces posted to my Tumblr, which I made specifically to post art, but I haven't really discussed my OCs or my writing (to say nothing of my yumeships). I don't want to feel uncomfortable sharing the things that are deeply important to me. I also think talking about myself and things I do will help me build self-esteem and feel that I have the right to take up space the same as other people. I admire people who can unselfconsciously share their creations in a space (the entire Internet) where basically someone can always do xyz "better" than you can do it. I'm starting to get the part where the struggle is the point, and the satisfaction you get is from working hard to communicate something and (sometimes) succeeding.
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Credits
This layout and the background image come courtesy of sadgrl.online.
The header is my original graphic created using photos by Ben Traveling and Adam Borkowski on Pexels.
The lyrics are from "Exegetic Chains" by The Mountain Goats from "Songs for Pierre Chuvin" (2021), written by John Darnielle.